Another catching up session.

Well this is the second post and it is just another one to catch up a little on my life. Well as everyone know by now i am a sever diabetic, with a few problems that cause my daily life to be a little hard at times. My neurapathy and my eyes cause the most problems in my daily affairs.

Well i have been fighting disability for a year and a half now, to no avail of course. Well i have seen multiple doctors some mine and some not which all have said that my case of neurapathy in my legs and feet, is the worst they have ever seen and wonder how i walk on a daily basis, frankly sometimes so do I. To explain neurapathy a little, the nerves in my legs and feet, mostly from the knee down are dead and therefor i can not feel anything, but at the same time it is a constant pain, like walking on a bruised heel across burning coals, close example i guess. My muscleatraphy, which is where the muscles in my feet have deteriorated to the point of my feet are literally just skin and bone. Well this alone according to my doctor should have been enough for disability.. But not according to the good ole gov.. simply imagine dealing with these pains, and add trying to drive or playing with your kids to the mix. Gets hard to handle.

So enough about the medical problems for this post i am sure i will add more in the future.

Well on another note. Today has been a pretty gloomy day weather wise, but my kids and wife always make me remember why i fight everyday. Not a minute goes by i dont wonder why these things have happened to me, but we all have problems and issues we fight everyday. All i can say is try and take it like a grain of salt and move on, and remember the person to your left or right has problems somewhere also so lighten up. Going to end this BLAH session, but will be back soon. God bless